"I have suffered mentally a lot. I suffer from traumatic experiences in my country and unbearable living conditions here. My mental health has been destroyed. It’s been 3 years now since 2019. I cannot understand why I haven’t succeeded in committing suicide. And now I am being held prisoner here. All this period I was allowed to exit the center just once, to visit the psychologist. I couldn’t exit even to buy stuff. The first time the security at the entrance told me that I cannot leave the camp and they denied me the exit. There are 5 months that I am not receiving cash assistance. I managed to find a job harvesting olives for 3 days but they didn’t let me get out from the center and I lost it. I used to attend educational courses outside the camp but since the rejection, I fell into a depression and I cannot concentrate.